Reasons why I don't want to be a celebrity

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Mary Kate Olsen Gets Into A Fender Bender


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My thoughts

• Honestly, that makes me sick!! To know that you're being stalked 24/7 by the papperzi and reading false lies about yourself in a tabloid!!!!! If I do become a celebrity, I'll quit in an instant if I had known about the bad consquences on being famous. One note though: I'm not famous and I'm not in L.A. There were a lot of reader comments and feedback on the celebrity blogs; some people feel that MK deserve it just because she's famous! It makes me sick and upset that these people stoop so low, just because they're not famous...:( I also feel sadness for MK and the other celebs that are being stalked and used for profit by other people!! It makes me nauseaus and it shocks me that people are being exploited like that!! But then again, who are we to say that we're not hypocrites? People are starving in third world countries, wars are happening right now, and people areliving with no technology... The sick truth is, the U.S. is not a perfect country. I think that some people definitely hate it. Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky that I'm living in a country like the U.S., but life here is not really great and perfect (that's another story for later..)And some sicko had to post the video online, definitely humiliating her! (On a side note, thanks for helping me see thigs in a whole new different perspectives..)

• For those insecure days, a reminder to myself
that seeing is not believing.

Beer Goggles

As I was eatting at a Chinese buffet for lunch, I noticed this really drunk guy who's trying to get up to get more food. It disguses me as to why or how some people tend to take advantage of other people who are drunk, like rape or forced oral. Maybe they don't have anything better to do in their lives. :) Sex just disguses me sometimes.....and I wonder why I don't get laid?????

[[[Sigh]]]

I'm so alone and sad sometimes it sickens me. I can't get out of bed and my thoughts just wonder Why, why, why????? Why don't I have anyone that truly cares about me? I think that is because I'm really ugly and super dumb. Maybe its because I apply my makeup incorrectly. Maybe I need more than eyeliner and lip gloss. I saw this girl in my French class that was absolutely caked on makeup. It was two girls, actually. Maybe I should take note of them and do my makeup very heavily.

I hate how I don't have a bf. And I hate even more that i feel down this way. I tell myself that things will eventually change, that things will get better. Things did not get better.... I think that my greatest hope is to kill myself and end my life already. sometimes I feel too happy to do it. My moods change.

If only the world could be a better place if everyone has beer goggles. Getting laid would be no hard task.

Drop It Like It's Hot

I don't know why I started a new blog, maybe its because I think that Blogger has the best widgets and layouts that I've ever seen. I'm getting a little tired of using Bravejournal to make my blog posts...

Honestly, if you want to view my Bravejournal blog...
click here

Basically, this blog is about me trying to make the best of life. This blog is also about trying to find love in the most unexpected places. It's my place where I think and my place where I lists my broken dreams.